As November fell away...

Distracted

Can't let you down
Can't wait to fall
I was still here
When the doubt called
Vicious and cold
But you're so warm!
Distraction is key
In the worst storm.
Carry me through
Can't wait to see
I'm at a loss
At what life should be.

Hypothetical errors and drunks in the waiting room
I'm a little scared of the things I can't see
Another arrives, I'm alive and I'm still here!
But mother will never agree.

Paper Filled Ways

Driving again through paper filled ways,
Scattered aside like the rest of my days.
And you, sweet confusion, I set you aside,
For a stab at the unknown
Where I've nowhere to hide.
I passed by some places that sit in my head,
Where I dreamt of your face
And the things that you said.

Clouds

This is where I wrote about you
Waiting for that clouded mess
Expectations fall like I did
Don't think I expected less

This Lonely...

You're not a saving thing;
You weren't so cold
But wouldn't sing.
And I had things
Inside my head
Which never faltered,
Were never read
I'll fall away
From plans I set;
I haven't felt this lonely yet.
And memories pass,
Regrets remain
I'll build this up
Just like your name.